I'm A Bitch

Monday, March 16, 2009

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

woots!

how's everybody? i'm still doing good, alhamdulilah. been doin lotsa thinking.... i want so many things! and i still want to continue wuth my studies. the local uni doesn't offer what i want and its too expensive to go overseas again. if i were to get some organisation to sponsor me, i still need to do 1 year full time (or 2 years part-time) on my own first. and that'll take eons..... if i were to do it next year, i'll finish when i'm 29.

then i gotta work for at least a year. that'll make me 30.

then i can start with the sponsorship program. that's another 2 years. that'll make me 32.

and then the 3 year bond. i'll be 35 then.

actually, the bond and the extra 5 years of studies aren't the issue. i don't intend to stay in this line for long. i want to jump ship around the same time my partner-at-work leaves. coz knowing my manager, she'll give me shit. she'll put the blame on me when he leaves. just like when he took a loooong time to do the homevisit interview when we had a meeting at the same time. we ended up not going for the meeting (i was accompanying him) and its my fault because i was working there before him and i'm 'supposed' to lead him. whatthehell?

but! its not that my manager's pissing and blaming me all the time. so far, alhamdulilah, i haven't stepped on anybody's toes. and i hope it remains that way. oh well, God knows what's best for me and we'll see where my future takes me. rezeki is in His hands anyways.

on to another topic!

i went to Kashmir last dec and fell in love with the men *ehem!* and the beauty of the country itself (and the men. heh!). rajasthan was a fantastic experience because of the historical value (which is so underrated! anyone who loves ancient relics and ancient architecture and palaces MUST go to rajasthan!). next holiday, i think i'll go somewhere just as historic as well. this time, with christian influence in a historical Muslim country. what's with me and persia? lets not analyse.

okay, till next update. bye.

ps: i'm wondering how milles and lowell are doing. shout out to both of you! i've got your photos in my office and i'll get lost in the memories whenever i miss my time there. =)

+ > the glamour babe posted at 11:09 PM < +

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